The past 3 weeks have been a blur. Â Our little Samuel is slowly but surely growing (8lbs 2oz & 22″ long as of his 3-week appointment this morning!) Â and we are slowly but surely figuring out what it is to be parents of a newborn.
You know what it is? Â Beautiful. Â Unfathomable. Â Indescribable. Â Exhausting. Â And not for the faint of heart. Â We’ve called our doctors office with questions and stared quietly at him in the middle of the night to watch his belly rise and fall while he sleeps. Â We’ve called and texted our mothers for the reassurance that comes with the words, “Oh, that happened to you when you were a baby, too.” Â We’ve smiled and cried together (well, I’ve cried while Stead calmly cares for both of us). Â We’ve learned how to bundle Samuel up into his ergo carrier and the stroller for a slow stroll through the neighborhood. Â We’ve fallen more and more in love than we ever imagined.
I was sharing with a friend how I thought I knew love on our wedding day. Â I thought that what I felt between Stead and I was the deepest love I would ever experience. Â And in many ways, it is – our love is deep, strong, committed, caring, patient, and full of adventure. Â But this love, the love that comes with being a parent, is different. Â It is also deep, strong, committed, caring, patient, and full of adventure, but all in it’s own unique way. Â I wish I could describe it, but I am without words. Â All I know is that God has once again given me a glimpse of His love for us in the ways I am experiencing love through the connection to someone created in His image.
All that to say, thank you for your thoughts, texts, prayers, packages of diapers & story books, meals, and the love you all have been sending our way. Â Our family feels it & we are grateful for our family & our community!
With love,
Sarah, Stead, and Samuel James